Trust

"A bird sitting in a branch is never afraid of the branch breaking. His trust is not in the branch, but in his own wings"

My Buddy

I just tried to search "friendzone" in google and the result is quite surprising 

I have a friend (a boy) but we can not merge it in one word like boyfriend because it's different (based on the standardization that teenagers made) 

We've been friends since.....2-3 months ago

But it feels like years 

He taught me so many things that I've never done before 

He is so mean 

So unpredictable 

But adorable sometimes 

He can ruin my day as easy as he can live it up

He is so happy if I post something about him on my blog 

Narsis tiada akhir ye 

Haha 

I don't know what kind of friendship this is

Everyone said that

this is flirtationship 

But whatever it is, he's fun, I'm fine, we like each other. Yey! High five, budd! 

A Friend

Ada yang pernah nanya sama gue 

"Mus, seseorang bukannya takut ketinggian, tapi?" 

"Takut jatuh" 

"Seseorang bukan takut gelap, tapi?" 

"Takut ga bisa melihat" 

"Seseorang bukan takut jatuh cinta, tapi?" 

"Takut ga dicintain balik" 

Semua orang berargumen, diantaranya memakai alibi untuk menutupi yang sebenarnya 

Banyak orang yang mengakui takut pada sebab padahal sesungguhnya pada akibat. 

Gue takut

Bukan takut ketinggian

Bukan takut akan gelap

There is a big trouble inside me, something that has nothing to do with you but me, myself. Something that I deny everyday, but getting stronger everytime. 

12 watercolour pencils

He said that I'm like a little girl who owns 12 watercolour pencils in a box

the box is my life, the pencils are my stories and depict all people in my life.

I'm not a little girl anymore, but I still have those 12 watercolour pencils

He is one of them

He is the red one 

My favorite one.